What I know.
Dear Lord, There is a lot I honestly don't understand. There is a lot I want to ask. There is a just a lot that gets me thinking and questioning. There is clearly a lot I do not know. What I do know is I haven't been the same since I met you. What I know is I have seen my prayers being answered. Maybe not as quickly as I would love them to. But I do testify to your goodness. What I do know is on days when I feel like death could be better than this mediocre life you have encouraged me gently to press on towards the mark of my calling. I know I can kneel down pray. Cry. Cast it all to you and end up feeling I can touch the sky. I know you stick so close to me than a brother. You made me. You understand me. My deepest needs. My deepest fears. My deepest wishes. My deepest feelings. What I do know is I have been living a life full of grace. I look back and wonder how I got through what I got through. I look back and wonder how I healed from what shattered me to pieces. I look bac